<p>I really wanna make friends and stuff and keep my friends, but I can't seem to even do that. When I have friends I get anxious and dissipear forever cause I don't know how to talk to them, and when I want to make friends I can't even go and talj to people because I start tearing up, my chest gets tight and I back out. I don't know what to do with myself half the time...</p>
Oh geez, hehe! Hopefully he doesn’t get too curious!
he gave me the one eyebrow raise thing and look at me like “oh is that so” and chuckle a bit /wither in embarassment/ AND THEN HE HAD TO ASK IF I WATCH EVANGELION AND OH MY GOD I WENT ALL OUT WITH MY KAWORU FEELS AND SHOVE IT ON HIS FACE.
/SCREAM/ ugh ;;;; w; ;;; my professor is a cunning bastard i tell ya
Now he knows, I wouldn’t even be able to walk into that room anymore, ehe.